A college student is forced to face past cruelties and mistakes when a childhood friend is murdered.
Rachel Nardelli, a senior at Denman College, feels stuck and uncertain about her future. She’s isolated herself from her fellow journalism students, committed instead to her toxic boyfriend, Cam, who flirts with freshman girls during the epic parties he throws in his dorm room while Rachel drinks to the point of blacking out. One night she thinks she sees Alison Petrucci, a friend from her childhood, leaving one of Cam’s parties; when her former friend’s body is discovered the next morning, Rachel is forced to reveal some of her darkest, most shameful adolescent memories as the journalism team investigates. The novel unfolds through these two timelines: the present day, as the journalism students look into Alison’s murder with the help of Michaela Stannard, a sympathetic faculty member; and the past, where we learn about how Rachel and Alison became best friends—and then how the friendship was picked apart and destroyed. There is a mystery here, but the book is more truly an exploration of adolescent friendship, bullying, and social pressures, plus the guilt that follows these broken relationships. Secondarily, it’s a condemnation of male misbehavior and entitlement. And thirdly, it’s a story of how a young writer finds her path with the right guidance and support. Rachel doesn’t always come across as the most relatable or sympathetic protagonist, but she is shatteringly human, and in that authenticity lies her appeal. “Be bold, write about the things you care about, not just the things you think you should,” Stannard challenges Rachel in the end. And so, Rachel—and Russo—do.
Celebrates and empowers the women who bear witness to injustice and tell about it.