AS MUCH AS I EVER COULD

A swoonworthy summer read with a hopeful lesson about how to move forward without fear.

A summer of love provides a girl with the strength needed to recover from a car accident in which her little sister and mother were killed.

Eight months after the accident, CJ carries emotional and physical scars. Hoping a change of scenery will do her good, her father sends her to summer at Memaw’s house on Edisto Beach, South Carolina. That her father has reached out to his estranged mother is enough to shock CJ and help start her healing process. If it is surprising that CJ, who has said she will never drive again, falls for Jett, a race car driver, it just adds to the sexual tension. But it is the way the couple confides in each other that brings about the biggest change. The consummation of their relationship offers a solid example of consent so it’s disappointing that contraception is glossed over with a weak hint at condom use. A dramatic event nearly throws CJ off track, but soul searching and a loyal network of family and friends bring her around. Well-drawn characters, expressive language, and a slow reveal of the details of the accident will hook readers. Most affecting is the heavy dose of a start-and-retreat, butterflies-in-the-stomach romance that becomes a large part of CJ’s cure. All main characters seem to be white.

A swoonworthy summer read with a hopeful lesson about how to move forward without fear. (Fiction. 14-18)

Pub Date: May 26, 2020

ISBN: 978-1-946802-58-3

Page Count: 300

Publisher: Filles Vertes Publishing

Review Posted Online: Feb. 29, 2020

Kirkus Reviews Issue: March 15, 2020

IF HE HAD BEEN WITH ME

There’s not much plot here, but readers will relish the opportunity to climb inside Autumn’s head.

The finely drawn characters capture readers’ attention in this debut.

Autumn and Phineas, nicknamed Finny, were born a week apart; their mothers are still best friends. Growing up, Autumn and Finny were like peas in a pod despite their differences: Autumn is “quirky and odd,” while Finny is “sweet and shy and everyone like[s] him.” But in eighth grade, Autumn and Finny stop being friends due to an unexpected kiss. They drift apart and find new friends, but their friendship keeps asserting itself at parties, shared holiday gatherings and random encounters. In the summer after graduation, Autumn and Finny reconnect and are finally ready to be more than friends. But on August 8, everything changes, and Autumn has to rely on all her strength to move on. Autumn’s coming-of-age is sensitively chronicled, with a wide range of experiences and events shaping her character. Even secondary characters are well-rounded, with their own histories and motivations.

There’s not much plot here, but readers will relish the opportunity to climb inside Autumn’s head.   (Fiction. 14 & up)

Pub Date: April 1, 2013

ISBN: 978-1-4022-7782-5

Page Count: 336

Publisher: Sourcebooks Fire

Review Posted Online: Feb. 12, 2013

Kirkus Reviews Issue: March 1, 2013

INDIVISIBLE

An ode to the children of migrants who have been taken away.

A Mexican American boy takes on heavy responsibilities when his family is torn apart.

Mateo’s life is turned upside down the day U.S. Immigration and Customs Enforcement agents show up unsuccessfully seeking his Pa at his New York City bodega. The Garcias live in fear until the day both parents are picked up; his Pa is taken to jail and his Ma to a detention center. The adults around Mateo offer support to him and his 7-year-old sister, Sophie, however, he knows he is now responsible for caring for her and the bodega as well as trying to survive junior year—that is, if he wants to fulfill his dream to enter the drama program at the Tisch School of the Arts and become an actor. Mateo’s relationships with his friends Kimmie and Adam (a potential love interest) also suffer repercussions as he keeps his situation a secret. Kimmie is half Korean (her other half is unspecified) and Adam is Italian American; Mateo feels disconnected from them, less American, and with worries they can’t understand. He talks himself out of choosing a safer course of action, a decision that deepens the story. Mateo’s self-awareness and inner monologue at times make him seem older than 16, and, with significant turmoil in the main plot, some side elements feel underdeveloped. Aleman’s narrative joins the ranks of heart-wrenching stories of migrant families who have been separated.

An ode to the children of migrants who have been taken away. (Fiction. 14-18)

Pub Date: May 4, 2021

ISBN: 978-0-7595-5605-8

Page Count: 400

Publisher: Little, Brown

Review Posted Online: Feb. 22, 2021

Kirkus Reviews Issue: March 15, 2021

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