A thought-provoking read that deftly drives home the trauma of suddenly losing a spouse.



A debut memoir about losing a beloved husband offers a step-by-step guide to surviving widowhood.

On April 29, 2017, Schneider’s husband of nearly 30 years had a massive heart attack in their garage. As the nightmare crisis unfolded, she cried out: “Oh, Bill! You are my life, my love. Please don’t leave me. I don’t want to go through life without you!” He died a short time later, despite the efforts of a hospital staff to save him. The author was devastated. With Bill’s swift departure, she found herself a member of a club that she did not wish to join—“the widow/widower club” where “the dues are extreme.” Her problems began before club membership on the ride to the hospital. She had texted her daughter but could not respond to her calls because the 911 Emergency Network locked her phone to identify her location. (Note: Rebooting solves the problem.) Schneider found the funeral planning particularly difficult: “You now have to deal with other people who really don’t give a crap that you just lost the love of your life.” Funeral details included deciding on the obituary, its posting date, and the newspaper to be used, along with “the program, pallbearers, the songs,” and more. She sent emails featuring the online obituary to an insurance agent and a cellphone company in order to prove her husband’s death. Although a tale of pain, the author’s straightforward writing skillfully communicates the great love that she and her husband shared as well as her profound grief over losing him. While her assertion “I don’t want to go on without him!” borders on the maudlin, she always finds reasons to stay the course. Readers will appreciate Schneider’s empathetic counsel, as when she tells readers to be aware of the fog they are in—“Widow fog”—equating grief with PTSD. She advises: “Reach out to those who truly understand what you’re going through,” suggesting the Hope for Widows Foundation. The family photographs of Bill and the “Death Discussion Checklist” at the end are likely to strike an unsettling chord among the not yet widowed.

A thought-provoking read that deftly drives home the trauma of suddenly losing a spouse.

Pub Date: April 12, 2019

ISBN: 978-1-973659-20-4

Page Count: 124

Publisher: Westbow Press

Review Posted Online: March 19, 2020

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Doyle offers another lucid, inspiring chronicle of female empowerment and the rewards of self-awareness and renewal.

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More life reflections from the bestselling author on themes of societal captivity and the catharsis of personal freedom.

In her third book, Doyle (Love Warrior, 2016, etc.) begins with a life-changing event. “Four years ago,” she writes, “married to the father of my three children, I fell in love with a woman.” That woman, Abby Wambach, would become her wife. Emblematically arranged into three sections—“Caged,” “Keys,” “Freedom”—the narrative offers, among other elements, vignettes about the soulful author’s girlhood, when she was bulimic and felt like a zoo animal, a “caged girl made for wide-open skies.” She followed the path that seemed right and appropriate based on her Catholic upbringing and adolescent conditioning. After a downward spiral into “drinking, drugging, and purging,” Doyle found sobriety and the authentic self she’d been suppressing. Still, there was trouble: Straining an already troubled marriage was her husband’s infidelity, which eventually led to life-altering choices and the discovery of a love she’d never experienced before. Throughout the book, Doyle remains open and candid, whether she’s admitting to rigging a high school homecoming court election or denouncing the doting perfectionism of “cream cheese parenting,” which is about “giving your children the best of everything.” The author’s fears and concerns are often mirrored by real-world issues: gender roles and bias, white privilege, racism, and religion-fueled homophobia and hypocrisy. Some stories merely skim the surface of larger issues, but Doyle revisits them in later sections and digs deeper, using friends and familial references to personify their impact on her life, both past and present. Shorter pieces, some only a page in length, manage to effectively translate an emotional gut punch, as when Doyle’s therapist called her blooming extramarital lesbian love a “dangerous distraction.” Ultimately, the narrative is an in-depth look at a courageous woman eager to share the wealth of her experiences by embracing vulnerability and reclaiming her inner strength and resiliency.

Doyle offers another lucid, inspiring chronicle of female empowerment and the rewards of self-awareness and renewal.

Pub Date: March 10, 2020

ISBN: 978-1-9848-0125-8

Page Count: 352

Publisher: Dial

Review Posted Online: Dec. 22, 2019

Kirkus Reviews Issue: Jan. 15, 2020

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An eye-opening glimpse into the attempted self-unmaking of one of Hollywood’s most recognizable talents.


The debut memoir from the pop and fashion star.

Early on, Simpson describes the book she didn’t write: “a motivational manual telling you how to live your best life.” Though having committed to the lucrative deal years before, she “walked away,” fearing any sort of self-help advice she might give would be hypocritical. Outwardly, Simpson was at the peak of her success, with her fashion line generating “one billion dollars in annual sales.” However, anxiety was getting the better of her, and she admits she’d become a “feelings addict,” just needing “enough noise to distract me from the pain I’d been avoiding since childhood. The demons of traumatic abuse that refused to let me sleep at night—Tylenol PM at age twelve, red wine and Ambien as a grown, scared woman. Those same demons who perched on my shoulder, and when they saw a man as dark as them, leaned in to my ear to whisper, ‘Just give him your light. See if it saves him…’ ” On Halloween 2017, Simpson hit rock bottom, and, with the intervention of her devoted friends and husband, began to address her addictions and underlying fears. In this readable but overlong narrative, the author traces her childhood as a Baptist preacher’s daughter moving 18 times before she “hit fifth grade,” and follows her remarkable rise to fame as a singer. She reveals the psychological trauma resulting from years of sexual abuse by a family friend, experiences that drew her repeatedly into bad relationships with men, most publicly with ex-husband Nick Lachey. Admitting that she was attracted to the validating power of an audience, Simpson analyzes how her failings and triumphs have enabled her to take control of her life, even as she was hounded by the press and various music and movie executives about her weight. Simpson’s memoir contains plenty of personal and professional moments for fans to savor.

An eye-opening glimpse into the attempted self-unmaking of one of Hollywood’s most recognizable talents.

Pub Date: Feb. 4, 2020

ISBN: 978-0-06-289996-5

Page Count: 416

Publisher: Dey Street/HarperCollins

Review Posted Online: Feb. 16, 2020

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