After a disastrous tarot reading, a woman blows up her life by sending honest letters to her nearest and dearest.
Becky Alderton is nearly 30, and nothing in her life is going the way she’d always assumed it would. She’s single, perpetually going on terrible dates, and nursing an unrequited crush on her ex-boyfriend and current best friend, Max. She still lives with her mother, who actually gives her a curfew. Her job is a dead end, and Becky can’t stand any of her co-workers. Worst of all, her closest friends are all moving up in life—working in high-powered careers, buying houses, and getting married. Becky feels like she’s stuck. When she misinterprets a tarot reading and assumes she’s going to die, Becky finally springs into action and writes painfully honest letters to everyone in her life. She tells one friend that her boyfriend sucks, her mother that she’s moving out, and her boss that she’s quitting. She also sends a letter to Max, confessing her love for him. With the letters sent, she’s ready to meet her maker—except she doesn’t. Becky remains stubbornly alive because it turns out the Death card in tarot doesn’t mean that literal death is on the immediate horizon. Now she has to deal with the fallout of her actions, which could push her into finally making some changes—or make her even more self-destructive. Becky is truly a mess, at rock bottom as she coasts through life with no motivation to change, but Seager casts her in an empathetic light. Becky claims that she’s “forever stuck in the role of ‘chaotic bi friend’ in the movie of [her] own life,” so her transformation as she gains self-respect feels hard-earned and satisfying.
A funny and charming look at what it means to grow up and find your own way.