I SAY A LITTLE PRAYER

A gay Atlanta businessman struggles to make peace with his faith and sexuality when his first love unexpectedly reappears.

With a successful greeting-card company, chic apartment and no shortage of handsome male admirers, Chauncey Greer has much to be thankful for. And he shows his gratitude every Sunday by attending services at Abundant Joy, a moderately sized church where he feels accepted, “measured by the love I have in my heart and not the lust I have in my head.” It is during one rousing service that he finds himself haunted by his past, and the singing career he gave up far too soon. As a teenage member of R&B boy band Reunion, Chauncey briefly tasted fame, until his close relationship with bandmate Sweet D tore the group apart. Ready for a comeback, Chauncey is understandably excited when his pastor taps him to sing at a revival headlined by up-and-coming minister and senatorial candidate Bishop Damien Upchurch. His joy turns to dismay when he finds out that the young bishop is none other than Sweet D, all grown up and running on a conservative—and rabidly anti-gay—platform. Chauncey is then torn between outing the hypocritical preacher and keeping his private life private. To add to this stress, Chauncey is menaced by a studly wannabe-be blackmailer and confronted by Damien’s nasty shrew of a wife, Grayson, who wants to make sure that nothing stands in the way of her Election Day plans. Harris’s addictive latest (A Love of My Own, 2003, etc.) manages to capture both the erotic heat and spiritual fervor of Chauncey’s world, as the man is forced to face the choices he has made, and the fact that he has been unable to enjoy a committed relationship since parting with Sweet D. The story ends somewhat quickly with a silly soap opera twist that does little to cloud its inspiring message of spiritual love and inclusion.

Moving and honest exploration of sex, sin and redemption.