HOLDING HER BREATH

An Irish college student grapples with the aftermath of a breakdown and her poet grandfather’s legacy.

Because the literary world can’t resist comparisons, Irish writer Ryan’s debut coming-of-age novel will inevitably be compared to the work of Sally Rooney. But there’s no need to bring Rooney into the discussion. This is an assured, absorbing first novel that follows a young woman as she begins the delicate work of finding out who she is and where she stands in relation to her history. Beth Crowe is juggling the demands of college and family, making new friends, and struggling to cope with two legacies: her own lost potential as an athlete and her Irish poet grandfather’s suicide by drowning, which happened before she was born. A competitive swimmer, Beth is recovering from a breakdown that most likely ended her Olympic dreams. She’s swimming again, learning that the discipline and repetition of an athlete’s routine are hard to shake (as are her father’s expectations). She has left the home she shares with her mother and grandmother and moved into a dorm, and her presence on the college campus has the literature department reeling. Everyone wants answers about her grandfather and his work. She begins a flirtation with Justin, an older instructor who would love access to her grandfather’s archives (her grandmother refuses all such requests). They embark on an affair, and as Beth develops her own reasons for keeping secrets about and from Justin, she discovers surprising new revelations about her grandparents and her own capacity for acceptance. Throughout the novel, water plays an important role as both balm and torment, a way for Beth to test and soothe herself, a way for her troubled grandfather to escape. But Ryan never goes too far with metaphor: This is a crisply written, empathetic novel. Ryan offers a realistic, perceptive view of the early college years, reflecting how difficult but liberating the first steps to adulthood can be.

An absorbing, nuanced coming-of-age novel.