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DANCING ON A CRACK IN A HOLLOW HOUSE

A powerful, inspirational memoir about overcoming childhood trauma.

A child abuse survivor recounts her lifelong path to recovery in Traub’s debut memoir.

“Examining our story allows us to determine how our future chapters evolve,” writes the author, as writing allows one to “move from a bystander to an active participant.” Despite the book’s relentless optimism, it does not sugarcoat the author’s horrific childhood trauma. “Caught in Evil’s Chasm,” Traub, her sisters, and her mother were trapped for years inside a home with her stepfather, Don, whose alleged physical, emotional, and sexual abuse is bravely detailed here. The author also confronts the lasting feelings of loneliness, fear, anger, and shame she carried with her for decades. The book’s poignancy, however, lies not so much in Traub’s pain, but in her recovery and desire to help other victims “find their God-given purpose through and beyond their pain and suffering.” Indeed, while her stepfather’s menacing presence looms over each chapter, the book also centers on those who made a positive difference in the author’s life: from a high school vice principal’s gesture of nonjudgmental acceptance to the support given to Traub by her sisters, children, and husband. The author’s Christian faith is also a central theme in her recovery, and the book abounds with references to God (who, the author writes, “turned my mourning into dancing and filled me with joy”). Inspirational Bible verses and Christian-themed poetry emphasizing the themes of redemption, forgiveness, and unconditional love occur throughout the narrative. Non-Christians will still find immense value in the book’s intimate perspective on the conflicting emotions that confront abuse survivors as well as its insider account of recovery groups and professionally licensed therapists. Written in an unconventional style, Traub often mixes timelines, as the past is retold through flashbacks intertwined with stories from her present life. This technique, along with blending first and third person, may make for a disorienting read, but it also provides a space for Traub to reclaim and write her own story.

A powerful, inspirational memoir about overcoming childhood trauma.

Pub Date: May 23, 2023

ISBN: 9798822907720

Page Count: 254

Publisher: Palmetto Publishing

Review Posted Online: May 24, 2023

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TANQUERAY

A blissfully vicarious, heartfelt glimpse into the life of a Manhattan burlesque dancer.

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A former New York City dancer reflects on her zesty heyday in the 1970s.

Discovered on a Manhattan street in 2020 and introduced on Stanton’s Humans of New York Instagram page, Johnson, then 76, shares her dynamic history as a “fiercely independent” Black burlesque dancer who used the stage name Tanqueray and became a celebrated fixture in midtown adult theaters. “I was the only black girl making white girl money,” she boasts, telling a vibrant story about sex and struggle in a bygone era. Frank and unapologetic, Johnson vividly captures aspects of her former life as a stage seductress shimmying to blues tracks during 18-minute sets or sewing lingerie for plus-sized dancers. Though her work was far from the Broadway shows she dreamed about, it eventually became all about the nightly hustle to simply survive. Her anecdotes are humorous, heartfelt, and supremely captivating, recounted with the passion of a true survivor and the acerbic wit of a weathered, street-wise New Yorker. She shares stories of growing up in an abusive household in Albany in the 1940s, a teenage pregnancy, and prison time for robbery as nonchalantly as she recalls selling rhinestone G-strings to prostitutes to make them sparkle in the headlights of passing cars. Complemented by an array of revealing personal photographs, the narrative alternates between heartfelt nostalgia about the seedier side of Manhattan’s go-go scene and funny quips about her unconventional stage performances. Encounters with a variety of hardworking dancers, drag queens, and pimps, plus an account of the complexities of a first love with a drug-addled hustler, fill out the memoir with personality and candor. With a narrative assist from Stanton, the result is a consistently titillating and often moving story of human struggle as well as an insider glimpse into the days when Times Square was considered the Big Apple’s gloriously unpolished underbelly. The book also includes Yee’s lush watercolor illustrations.

A blissfully vicarious, heartfelt glimpse into the life of a Manhattan burlesque dancer.

Pub Date: July 12, 2022

ISBN: 978-1-250-27827-2

Page Count: 192

Publisher: St. Martin's

Review Posted Online: July 27, 2022

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LOVE, PAMELA

A juicy story with some truly crazy moments, yet Anderson's good heart shines through.

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The iconic model tells the story of her eventful life.

According to the acknowledgments, this memoir started as "a fifty-page poem and then grew into hundreds of pages of…more poetry." Readers will be glad that Anderson eventually turned to writing prose, since the well-told anecdotes and memorable character sketches are what make it a page-turner. The poetry (more accurately described as italicized notes-to-self with line breaks) remains strewn liberally through the pages, often summarizing the takeaway or the emotional impact of the events described: "I was / and still am / an exceptionally / easy target. / And, / I'm proud of that." This way of expressing herself is part of who she is, formed partly by her passion for Anaïs Nin and other writers; she is a serious maven of literature and the arts. The narrative gets off to a good start with Anderson’s nostalgic memories of her childhood in coastal Vancouver, raised by very young, very wild, and not very competent parents. Here and throughout the book, the author displays a remarkable lack of anger. She has faced abuse and mistreatment of many kinds over the decades, but she touches on the most appalling passages lightly—though not so lightly you don't feel the torment of the media attention on the events leading up to her divorce from Tommy Lee. Her trip to the pages of Playboy, which involved an escape from a violent fiance and sneaking across the border, is one of many jaw-dropping stories. In one interesting passage, Julian Assange's mother counsels Anderson to desexualize her image in order to be taken more seriously as an activist. She decided that “it was too late to turn back now”—that sexy is an inalienable part of who she is. Throughout her account of this kooky, messed-up, enviable, and often thrilling life, her humility (her sons "are true miracles, considering the gene pool") never fails her.

A juicy story with some truly crazy moments, yet Anderson's good heart shines through.

Pub Date: Jan. 31, 2023

ISBN: 9780063226562

Page Count: 256

Publisher: Dey Street/HarperCollins

Review Posted Online: Dec. 5, 2022

Kirkus Reviews Issue: Jan. 1, 2023

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