POP SONG

In this debut memoir, a writer and artist examines love and all of its complications through the lenses of art, literature, and her own life.

In her first full-length work of nonfiction, Pham, an inaugural Yi Dae Up fellowship recipient from the Jack Jones Literary Arts Retreat, thoughtfully collects a series of essays exploring themes of love, beauty, pain, trauma, art, and identity. Over the course of 11 pieces, Pham writes and rewrites her own story using her most honest memories alongside the lives and works of other artists and writers she admires. In "Blue,” she uses the writing of Rebecca Solnit, the artwork of Georgia O’Keeffe and Agnes Martin, and the beauty and allure of the American Southwest to narrate her professional burnout. In “Body of Work,” Pham interrogates the idea of pain—physical manifestations, potential for beauty, and increasing commodification—by analyzing Nan Goldin’s photography, the popularity of Tumblr, her tumultuous relationship with a high school boyfriend, and her subsequent sexual (mis)adventures. “I worry that in writing this down, I’m showing you the ways I made myself abject,” she confesses. “But it was useful before, and I’ve never liked the self-help books where the writer comes across as holier than thou, already healed and already recovered. I want to honor the girl I was, whose pain was real. It’s her I write for, too.” While each of the essays twists and turns from subject to subject, all of the material serves a purpose. Each curve in the collection leads readers to a fuller, more nuanced understanding of Pham’s unique perspective. In a manner reminiscent of contemporaries Leslie Jamison and Jia Tolentino, Pham seamlessly blends the personal and the cultural, the confessional and the critical, the cerebral and the sentimental, to create an exciting and imaginative memoir.

A vital playlist that hits all the right notes; readers will reach the end ready to hit repeat.