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ACTS OF SERVICE by Lillian  Fishman

ACTS OF SERVICE

by Lillian Fishman

Pub Date: May 3rd, 2022
ISBN: 978-0-593-24376-3
Publisher: Hogarth

Posting a naked selfie online leads Eve into a fraught ménage à trois with Olivia and Nathan, a wealthy couple with secrets of their own.

A 20-something bisexual in a fulfilling and happy relationship with a woman, Eve finds herself thrust down the dark, twisted, and sometimes frightening path of desiring a man’s attention. Along the way, she becomes obsessed with Nathan, by turns jealous and protective of Olivia, and distant from Romi, her devoted girlfriend of many years. When the sexual games that Nathan and Olivia are playing result in a legal dispute with a third woman, Eve must face her own complicity, the true nature of her relationship with Nathan, and the lengths she is willing to go to protect him. A coldhearted, unflinching, and unromantic chronicle of sexual exploits, emotional manipulation, and, above all, power, this debut novel explores the unconscious desires that can unravel a person's very sense of self. Eve notes that her desire for Nathan’s attention is, in part, born out of envy for his emotional independence: “I wondered how I could get what he had—absolute freedom, a life of embodied prowess, in which I might float through a landscape of love and sex without promising myself to anyone.” Reminiscent of Sally Rooney’s work, this challenging—and often disturbing—exploration of sex, bodies, narcissism, and a culture that no longer values sincerity is tonally darker and rife with cruelty. When Nathan tells Eve that he knew just what she wanted without asking, she is struck not by the intimacy of the statement but “the soft hush of certainty” in his words. But is this submission to a man what she really wants—or is it what she’s been convinced, all her life, that she deserves?

An evocative exploration of desire and sexuality, this dark debut will cause readers to question the very nature of consent.