WHAT WE WISH FOR

At 15, Layla Freeman is already adept at hiding secrets.

Even Layla’s best friend, Morgan, has no idea that Layla’s mother Shauna’s alcoholism has led them to seek refuge at a homeless shelter. There, Layla meets Gabriel, a recovering heroin addict and new student at her school. After Shauna suffers a near-fatal overdose, Layla’s wealthy aunt and uncle offer her a place to live; they pay for rehab on the condition that their past will remain hidden to protect her uncle’s mayoral campaign. This secrecy strains Layla’s friendship with Morgan and complicates her feelings for Gabriel. Caught up in the comforts of her new lifestyle—complete with a smartphone, expensive clothes, and a comfortable bed—Layla tolerates her uncle’s temper until Shauna’s relapse triggers a violent clash. This incident unleashes an explosive family secret, forcing Layla to seek help from those she’s pushed away. Maysonet depicts the stark impact of addiction with compassion, emphasizing the toll it takes on sufferers and their loved ones alike. Layla’s internal struggles with guilt and self-loathing offer a realistic glimpse into the emotional turmoil of those affected by substance abuse and poverty. Although Layla’s uncle’s villainy at times feels overdone, the book’s strengths lie in its rich character development and poignant narrative. Layla and Gabriel read white; Morgan is Black.

Simultaneously tragic and hopeful and consistently authentic.