FOUR MINUTES

Abandoned as a child, Leah navigates a world of invisible outcasts.

Leah was born during the difficult post-communist transition period in Bulgaria. Her parents are unknown, and her earliest memories of the care home in which she is raised are of neglect, abuse, and her persistent desire to become invisible and thus escape the chaos of her surroundings. Repeatedly passed over for adoption, Leah eventually ages out of the system. She and Naya, her friend and lover, are turned out of the orphanage at 18 with no support system and few prospects other than homelessness or prostitution. Leah and Naya stick together and are able to afford a shared room where they become a family for each other in spite of the shared trauma of their past and the persecution they face as a same-sex couple. One day, however, Naya leaves without explanation and Leah is abandoned once again. She responds to this persistent feeling of invisibility—which reoccurs throughout the novel as both a symbol of protection and as the curse of a callous system all too ready to overlook what it does not want to see—by volunteering and then working with special needs children. In the course of this work she meets Dara, a child who has survived tremendous trauma, and finds in the girl a way to “patch up her childhood,” if only the authorities can see past their prejudice and declare her a mother. Leah’s story is told in episodic snatches of thought and memory which are interrupted by nine stand-alone stories of marginalized people—Salim, the Roma boy maimed by his mother to make him a better thief; Suki, a runaway from a coastal Bulgarian city trafficked into sex work in Amsterdam; Aksinia Levina, a former ballerina aging alone as the neighborhood cat lady, and more. While these interspersed narratives sometimes veer into the territory of trope, the novel as a whole succeeds in making visible both the dignity and the intimate familiarity of lives lived on the fringes of a society that would much rather pretend they do not exist.

A strong debut that uses gauzy impression to explore the harsh realities of post-communist Eastern Europe.