ANYTHING BUT FINE

With one wrong move, the dreams of an aspiring ballet dancer shatter—along with the bones in his foot—leaving him lost as he tries to recover.

For Luca Mason, an Australian boy living in Ballarat, Victoria, ballet was more than his future career. Dancing is his whole identity—or was. One fall down the stairs later, Luca must let go of his goal of attending the exclusive Australian Ballet School, and he also loses the performing arts scholarship at his private high school. As he struggles to find his balance at a new school, the weight of his past and the unstable ground of a secret relationship threaten to knock him off his feet again. Forced into taking a new perspective, Luca reexamines his standards for friendship as he finds himself unexpectedly drawn to another outcast, academic superstar Amina Ahmad, an Indonesian Australian hijabi who welcomes him into her life. He also becomes more mindful of his White privilege. Luca’s relationship with popular jock and high school royalty Jordan Tanaka-Jones, who is Japanese and (implied) White Australian, explores toxic masculinity and questioning one’s sexuality. The first-person narration strikes a balance between Luca’s brooding introspection and character development demonstrated through his changed behavior.

A reflective, romantic, and emotional coming-of-age story.