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BY Juanita Ray • POSTED ON Oct. 15, 2013

Ray’s debut novel presents the story of a young woman suffering years of abuse at the hands of a new woman in her father’s life.
Jacynta Roth, who lost her mother to cancer just three years ago, has a unique perspective on her father’s new live-in girlfriend Irma: She once saw Irma violently abuse her own two sons. But her father, Ned, doesn’t believe it. Soon, Irma’s desire to control Ned’s six children turns into physical torment—with the bulk of the abuse directed toward the youngest, Jacynta. As the years pass, her other siblings leave or mysteriously disappear; for example, Ned’s claim that Jacynta’s older sister, Michelle, is staying with their grandmother is clearly a lie. Jacynta, however, continues to endure Irma’s torture, which includes kicks, hair-pulling and locking her outside in the freezing winter snow. Jacynta’s only chance of escape, it seems, is to run away—but because few people believe that she’s being abused, she fears that she’ll be sent right back. Ray’s novel is a harrowing portrayal of child abuse made even more unsettling by the fact that it’s a true story (with names changed). Readers will likely find it difficult to sympathize with any of the secondary characters: Ned is aware of Irma’s mistreatment but does very little to stop it, and others in a position to help the girl, such as social worker Claudette, seem incapable of doing so. There are instances of optimism, however, that offset the book’s bleak tone: Jacynta’s brother Adam supports his baby sister and calms her when she’s angry or upset; and, in one of the story’s most heartbreaking moments, a friend’s father treats Jacynta so well that she cries with happiness. Ray presents the story in present tense, so there’s no retrospection at the end to adequately wrap everything up; in fact, she leaves more than one of the siblings’ fates vague. But the bittersweet conclusion, which leaves Jacynta facing an unknown future, promises more stories about the young girl’s life.
An inspiring, if often despondent, novel about one girl’s fortitude and perseverance.

Pub Date: Oct. 15, 2013

ISBN: 978-1936954018

Page count: 354pp

Publisher: JRayDesigns

Review Posted Online: July 23, 2014

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Juanita Ray suffered horrific abuse for eight preteen years. At age fourteen, the second time she ran away, her fate was decided in a court hearing, where she became a ward of the court. At age fifteen she married her stalker, one of many divorces. The daunting task of learning lessons the hard way was a neverending journey for most of her whirlwind life. More times than not, she found herself in one corner after another clawing her way out, only to find herself pinned in yet another one. At times her only form of communication was through unshared poetry. Over half of the poems in this collection were written while she was in her teens, others just days prior to publication. Juanita Ray is the author of Toxic Thoughts, a true story series based on her unbelievable life.
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