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IF I COULD GO BACK

Narrator Ashley J. Hobbs brings vibrancy to this audiobook about the family you build with the people who know you best. Raised by her grandfather, Aaliyah craves a connection with her real parents, who left her as a toddler. When she secretly contacts her mother on Facebook, it sets off a string of events. Hobbs voices Aaliyah as a whip-smart but emotionally fragile young woman who struggles with anxiety and low self-esteem. Hobbs's narration captures Aaliyah's brutal inner monologues on why she feels unworthy of love, as well as her growing awareness of how much her grandfather, cousin, and friends truly care about her. Grandpa Joe is a cantankerous delight, and Hobbs attacks his every cranky turn of phrase with relish.

(Fiction. 14-18)

Pub Date: May 6, 2025

Duration: 8 hrs, 45 mins

DD ISBN: 9798217157457

Publisher: Listening Library

Review Posted Online: Jan. 22, 2026

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    TANGLED ROOTS & WILD DREAMS

    First love, community, and self-discovery triumph over secrecy and confusion.

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    With a gifted narration, Brenda Arteaga-Walsh shifts between Spanish and English to portray the changing thoughts and emotions of 17-year-old Ezzie Ramos. On the precipice of college choices, Ezzie discovers a surprising letter of resignation written by her biologist father shortly before his death. Determined to uncover truths hidden by the silence of her Mami and Abuelita, she volunteers at the nonprofit garden he started. Arteaga-Walsh expresses Ezzie’s increasing passion for art and writing, which conflict with her family’s view that she should enter the sciences, and traces Ezzie's developing relationship with the once-hated Gabe McCallister. When Gabe shows himself to be loving and eager to help, Ezzie finally opens up.

    First love, community, and self-discovery triumph over secrecy and confusion. (Fiction. 12-18)

    Pub Date: June 16, 2026

    Duration: 10 hrs, 31 mins

    DD ISBN: 9780063071919

    Publisher: Harper Audio

    Review Posted Online: Aug. 18, 2026

    Kirkus Reviews Issue: Oct. 1, 2026

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      HOLLOWAY

      Elements of art, neurodivergence, historical fiction, fantasy, love, loss, and grief blend into a compelling audiobook.

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      Narrator Kira Fixx contemplatively presents the thoughtful inner monologues of autistic, art-loving 18-year-old Nora. As she arrives in France with her mother’s ashes and a plan to carry them to a beloved location, Nora reflects on years of her mother’s counsel about how to respond to the world by masking her natural behaviors. When she escapes an attack and ends up going through a portal that transports her to 1946, she finally learns to express her authentic self. At Saint-Alban, an asylum, Nora finds acceptance and enlightening perspectives about how her mother’s fears have limited her life.

      Elements of art, neurodivergence, historical fiction, fantasy, love, loss, and grief blend into a compelling audiobook. (Fiction. 14-18)

      Pub Date: May 5, 2026

      Duration: 11 hrs, 27 mins

      DD ISBN: 9780063471689

      Publisher: Harper Audio

      Review Posted Online: July 7, 2026

      Kirkus Reviews Issue: Aug. 15, 2026

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