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THE GIRL I AM, WAS, AND NEVER WILL BE

A SPECULATIVE MEMOIR OF TRANSRACIAL ADOPTION

Shannon Gibney narrates her memoir/speculative fiction with authenticity. Adopted soon after birth by a white middle-class couple, Gibney was 19 when she began to imagine the identity of Erin Rebecca Powers, the person she would have been if she had stayed with her alcoholic birth mother. The references to this audiobook's protagonist frequently switch from first to third person--even within sentences. All this brings listeners into the disorienting world of Shannon/Erin, who seeks to find herself by imagining the possibilities of a different life and people she has never met. The story reflects the "speculative memoir's" theme: "There are no singular truths." Gibney refers to pdfs throughout--pictures, graphs, letters, and documents that do add some concreteness to the story.

(Speculative nonfiction. 14-adult)

Pub Date: Jan. 10, 2023

Duration: 5 hrs, 15 mins

DD ISBN: 9780593663417

Publisher: Listening Library

Review Posted Online: Jan. 22, 2026

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    TANGLED ROOTS & WILD DREAMS

    First love, community, and self-discovery triumph over secrecy and confusion.

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    With a gifted narration, Brenda Arteaga-Walsh shifts between Spanish and English to portray the changing thoughts and emotions of 17-year-old Ezzie Ramos. On the precipice of college choices, Ezzie discovers a surprising letter of resignation written by her biologist father shortly before his death. Determined to uncover truths hidden by the silence of her Mami and Abuelita, she volunteers at the nonprofit garden he started. Arteaga-Walsh expresses Ezzie’s increasing passion for art and writing, which conflict with her family’s view that she should enter the sciences, and traces Ezzie's developing relationship with the once-hated Gabe McCallister. When Gabe shows himself to be loving and eager to help, Ezzie finally opens up.

    First love, community, and self-discovery triumph over secrecy and confusion. (Fiction. 12-18)

    Pub Date: June 16, 2026

    Duration: 10 hrs, 31 mins

    DD ISBN: 9780063071919

    Publisher: Harper Audio

    Review Posted Online: Aug. 18, 2026

    Kirkus Reviews Issue: Oct. 1, 2026

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      HOLLOWAY

      Elements of art, neurodivergence, historical fiction, fantasy, love, loss, and grief blend into a compelling audiobook.

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      Narrator Kira Fixx contemplatively presents the thoughtful inner monologues of autistic, art-loving 18-year-old Nora. As she arrives in France with her mother’s ashes and a plan to carry them to a beloved location, Nora reflects on years of her mother’s counsel about how to respond to the world by masking her natural behaviors. When she escapes an attack and ends up going through a portal that transports her to 1946, she finally learns to express her authentic self. At Saint-Alban, an asylum, Nora finds acceptance and enlightening perspectives about how her mother’s fears have limited her life.

      Elements of art, neurodivergence, historical fiction, fantasy, love, loss, and grief blend into a compelling audiobook. (Fiction. 14-18)

      Pub Date: May 5, 2026

      Duration: 11 hrs, 27 mins

      DD ISBN: 9780063471689

      Publisher: Harper Audio

      Review Posted Online: July 7, 2026

      Kirkus Reviews Issue: Aug. 15, 2026

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