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THE GIRL I AM, WAS, AND NEVER WILL BE

A SPECULATIVE MEMOIR OF TRANSRACIAL ADOPTION

Shannon Gibney narrates her memoir/speculative fiction with authenticity. Adopted soon after birth by a white middle-class couple, Gibney was 19 when she began to imagine the identity of Erin Rebecca Powers, the person she would have been if she had stayed with her alcoholic birth mother. The references to this audiobook's protagonist frequently switch from first to third person--even within sentences. All this brings listeners into the disorienting world of Shannon/Erin, who seeks to find herself by imagining the possibilities of a different life and people she has never met. The story reflects the "speculative memoir's" theme: "There are no singular truths." Gibney refers to pdfs throughout--pictures, graphs, letters, and documents that do add some concreteness to the story.

(Speculative nonfiction. 14-adult)

Pub Date: Jan. 10, 2023

Duration: 5 hrs, 15 mins

DD ISBN: 9780593663417

Publisher: Listening Library

Review Posted Online: Jan. 22, 2026

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    CHANGE OF PLANS

    Mirai’s bright, youthful voice perfectly suits this coming-of-age story.

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    Narrator Mirai’s performance shows impressive nuance and range. After graduation, Finley feels secure with boyfriend Colin but resents spending a week apart while visiting her mother’s estranged family. Her distant, awkward relationship with Cat, her mom, emerges in halting arguments and uneasy pauses. At Aunt Liz’s diner, Finley meets new friends as her bond with Colin falters. She also meets cute and thoughtful Ben, a charmingly awkward guitarist. Learning why Cat left town—and why she’s back—pushes Finley toward resilience, self-discovery, and a deeper understanding of both found and biological family. Mirai shifts from soft, dreamy confidence in Finley’s happiest moments to raucous sobs when bad news lands, vividly tracing the teen’s emotional arc.

    Mirai’s bright, youthful voice perfectly suits this coming-of-age story. (Fiction. 12-18)

    Pub Date: May 5, 2026

    Duration: 9 hrs, 30 mins

    DD ISBN: 9781668174463

    Publisher: Simon & Schuster Audio

    Review Posted Online: May 26, 2026

    Kirkus Reviews Issue: July 1, 2026

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      RAMIN ABBAS HAS MAJOR QUESTIONS

      There are no easy answers here, and Ramin’s journey is worth hearing.

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      Ramin Abbas is a devout Muslim Canadian teenager who loves music (show tunes, specifically) and who just might have a crush on the captain of his high school’s soccer team (aka Captain Handsome). He’s struggling to reconcile these things with his faith—especially after he’s forced to join the soccer team. Narrator Vikas Adam keeps listeners close to Ramin’s perspective, delivering the full range of his emotions and conveying both the funny moments and the heartrending ones. Adam’s characterizations of Ramin’s soccer bro teammates and his sweet if mercenary younger brother, Zayn, are appealing. His accents for Ramin’s Pakistani parents and the imam of their mosque add authenticity, and every “sorry” pronounced with a Canadian accent reminds listeners of the setting.

      There are no easy answers here, and Ramin’s journey is worth hearing. (Fiction. 14-18)

      Pub Date: March 3, 2026

      Duration: 10 hrs, 30 mins

      DD ISBN: 9781668160008

      Publisher: Simon & Schuster Audio

      Review Posted Online: April 14, 2026

      Kirkus Reviews Issue: May 15, 2026

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