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LIES I TELL MYSELF

Proof positive that an open heart can overcome hurt.

Eleven-year-old Raymond gains what his mother lacks: self-knowledge and roots.

When Raymond is sent to spend the summer with his grandparents in Maine, he’s sure it’s punishment for the trouble he and best friend Trixy caused during his dad’s last music tour. Raymond doesn’t remember his mother Abigail’s parents, probably because Abigail abandoned Raymond, his sister, and dad years ago. His grandparents sure don’t know Raymond: They call him “backward” and encourage him to go biking, swimming—make friends! Raymond doesn’t know how to do any of those things, but he’s determined to learn. Despite his doubts and discomfort, Raymond is genuine and funny in all his interactions. The colorful cast of mostly White characters is well drawn, as is the small town of Winter’s Peak. Raymond slowly realizes he’s making connections with people of all ages, plus one chicken, and that each individual’s story is becoming intertwined with his own. He draws on them all—his experiences and theirs—when Abigail shows up for an unannounced, self-serving visit to her parents. Raymond thinks he tells himself lies, but he bravely confronts the truth about Abigail: She cannot love him the way he deserves to be loved. It’s a gut punch made bearable because Raymond has developed the core strength and friendships to help him through. This heartfelt, emotionally insightful companion to To Tell You the Truth (2021) is accessible to readers unfamiliar with the previous book.

Proof positive that an open heart can overcome hurt. (Fiction. 8-12)

Pub Date: June 21, 2022

ISBN: 978-1-66590-088-1

Page Count: 288

Publisher: Atheneum

Review Posted Online: April 12, 2022

Kirkus Reviews Issue: May 1, 2022

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KING AND THE DRAGONFLIES

Elegiac and hopeful.

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In the wake of his brother’s death, a black boy struggles with grief and coming out.

When Kingston’s white friend Sandy came out to him a few months ago, Kingston’s older brother, Khalid, told him to stay away from Sandy because King wouldn’t want people to think he was gay too. And then Khalid died. Their mom wants him to see someone, but King refuses because he knows he has nothing to say except that he is sad. Although his dad says boys don’t cry, King can’t stop the tears from coming every time he thinks of Khalid. But King knows that his brother is not really gone: Khalid “shed his skin like a snake” and is now a dragonfly. Complicating King’s grief over the sudden loss of his brother is the fear that Khalid would not still love him if he knew the truth—King is gay. Every day after school King walks to the bayou searching for Khalid, wondering if he can ever share who he is. When Sandy goes missing, King must come to terms with the true cost of shame. The tale is set in Louisiana, and Callender’s vivid descriptions of the rural area King calls home are magical; readers will feel the heat and the sweat, see the trees and the moss. This quiet novel movingly addresses toxic masculinity, homophobia in the black community—especially related to men—fear, and memory.

Elegiac and hopeful. (Fiction. 8-12)

Pub Date: Feb. 4, 2020

ISBN: 978-1-338-12933-5

Page Count: 272

Publisher: Scholastic

Review Posted Online: Nov. 4, 2019

Kirkus Reviews Issue: Dec. 1, 2019

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A WOLF CALLED WANDER

A sympathetic, compelling introduction to wolves from the perspective of one wolf and his memorable journey.

Separated from his pack, Swift, a young wolf, embarks on a perilous search for a new home.

Swift’s mother impresses on him early that his “pack belongs to the mountains and the mountains belong to the pack.” His father teaches him to hunt elk, avoid skunks and porcupines, revere the life that gives them life, and “carry on” when their pack is devastated in an attack by enemy wolves. Alone and grieving, Swift reluctantly leaves his mountain home. Crossing into unfamiliar territory, he’s injured and nearly dies, but the need to run, hunt, and live drives him on. Following a routine of “walk-trot-eat-rest,” Swift traverses prairies, canyons, and deserts, encountering men with rifles, hunger, thirst, highways, wild horses, a cougar, and a forest fire. Never imagining the “world could be so big or that I could be so alone in it,” Swift renames himself Wander as he reaches new mountains and finds a new home. Rife with details of the myriad scents, sounds, tastes, touches, and sights in Swift/Wander’s primal existence, the immediacy of his intimate, first-person, present-tense narration proves deeply moving, especially his longing for companionship. Realistic black-and-white illustrations trace key events in this unique survival story, and extensive backmatter fills in further factual information about wolves and their habitat.

A sympathetic, compelling introduction to wolves from the perspective of one wolf and his memorable journey. (additional resources, map) (Fiction. 8-12)

Pub Date: May 7, 2019

ISBN: 978-0-06-289593-6

Page Count: 240

Publisher: Greenwillow Books

Review Posted Online: Feb. 5, 2019

Kirkus Reviews Issue: March 1, 2019

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