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THE WRECK

A DAUGHTER'S MEMOIR OF BECOMING A MOTHER

A perceptive memoir about race, love, and legacy.

Longing for a baby, a woman discovers her family’s gnarled history.

In this intimate and candid memoir, Jackson—a professor of English, writer on race and literature, and co-author of The Toni Morrison Book Club—recounts two grueling experiences: undergoing a lengthy period of in vitro fertilization beginning when she was 36 and, at the same time, painfully probing family mysteries. Why, she wonders, do she and her older sister look so different? What happened in the car crash that killed so many in her father’s family, including his first wife, mother, sister, and 4-year-old niece, for whom Jackson was named? Both of her desires—for a child and for answers to gnawing questions—became as obsessive as they were frustrating, and both were entangled with issues of race. Jackson suffered insensitive treatment by physicians, nurses, and therapists, Black and White, old and young. One Black doctor assured her that Black women have no problems with fertility, unlike White women. Indeed, in the Alabama town where she grew up, there were many teenage mothers, including a 15-year-old who had her brother’s son. “Poor Black girls have babies because nobody expects them to do anything else,” Jackson observes. Near her home in New Jersey, the sight of a pregnant Black teenager elicits “envy and disgust” that the girl has what she, an educated, professional Black woman, is struggling for. Jackson reveals her desperation when repeated hormone treatments yielded few eggs; and when those eggs were fertilized, pregnancies failed. She found herself grieving the loss of embryos, just as she had been grieving her lost relatives, “people whose ghosts have haunted us ever since I can remember being alive.” The author creates vivid portraits of her stoic, irreverent, and warmhearted father; her judgmental, pragmatic mother; and her supremely patient and loving husband. Though the book’s subtitle gives away the happy ending, tension never flags.

A perceptive memoir about race, love, and legacy.

Pub Date: May 16, 2023

ISBN: 9780593490020

Page Count: 320

Publisher: Viking

Review Posted Online: Feb. 22, 2023

Kirkus Reviews Issue: March 15, 2023

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WAITING FOR THE MONSOON

This is a man who has seen it all, and he sure does know how to tell a story.

Fighting back against a nearly fatal health crisis, a renowned foreign correspondent reviews his career.

New York Times journalist Nordland, a Pulitzer Prize winner, has reported from more than 150 countries. Working in Delhi on July 4, 2019, he had a seizure and lost consciousness. At that point, he began his “second life,” one defined by a glioblastoma multiforme tumor. “From 3 to 6 percent of glioblastoma patients are cured; one of them will bear my name,” writes the author, while claiming that the disease “has proved to be the best thing that ever happened to me.” From the perspective of his second life, which marked the end of his estrangement from his adult children, he reflects on his first, which began with a difficult childhood in Philadelphia. His abusive father was a “predatory pedophile.” His mother, fortunately, was “astonishingly patient and saintly,” and Nordland and his younger siblings stuck close together. After a brief phase of youthful criminality, the author began his career in journalism at the Penn State campus newspaper. Interspersing numerous landmark articles—some less interesting than others, but the best are wonderful—Nordland shows how he carried out the burden of being his father’s son: “Whether in Bosnia or Kabul, Cambodia or Nigeria, Philadelphia or Baghdad, I always seemed to gravitate toward stories about vulnerable people, especially women and children—since they will always be the most vulnerable in any society—being exploited or mistreated by powerful men or powerful social norms.” Indeed, some of the stories reveal the worst in human nature. A final section, detailing his life since his diagnosis in chapters such as “I Forget the Name of This Chapter: On Memory,” wraps up the narrative with humor, candor, and reflection.

This is a man who has seen it all, and he sure does know how to tell a story.

Pub Date: March 5, 2024

ISBN: 9780063096226

Page Count: 272

Publisher: Mariner Books

Review Posted Online: Nov. 14, 2023

Kirkus Reviews Issue: Dec. 15, 2023

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IN MY PLACE

From the national correspondent for PBS's MacNeil-Lehrer Newshour: a moving memoir of her youth in the Deep South and her role in desegregating the Univ. of Georgia. The eldest daughter of an army chaplain, Hunter-Gault was born in what she calls the ``first of many places that I would call `my place' ''—the small village of Due West, tucked away in a remote little corner of South Carolina. While her father served in Korea, Hunter-Gault and her mother moved first to Covington, Georgia, and then to Atlanta. In ``L.A.'' (lovely Atlanta), surrounded by her loving family and a close-knit black community, the author enjoyed a happy childhood participating in activities at church and at school, where her intellectual and leadership abilities soon were noticed by both faculty and peers. In high school, Hunter-Gault found herself studying the ``comic-strip character Brenda Starr as I might have studied a journalism textbook, had there been one.'' Determined to be a journalist, she applied to several colleges—all outside of Georgia, for ``to discourage the possibility that a black student would even think of applying to one of those white schools, the state provided money for black students'' to study out of state. Accepted at Michigan's Wayne State, the author was encouraged by local civil-rights leaders to apply, along with another classmate, to the Univ. of Georgia as well. Her application became a test of changing racial attitudes, as well as of the growing strength of the civil-rights movement in the South, and Gault became a national figure as she braved an onslaught of hostilities and harassment to become the first black woman to attend the university. A remarkably generous, fair-minded account of overcoming some of the biggest, and most intractable, obstacles ever deployed by southern racists. (Photographs—not seen.)

Pub Date: Nov. 1, 1992

ISBN: 0-374-17563-2

Page Count: 192

Publisher: Farrar, Straus and Giroux

Review Posted Online: May 19, 2010

Kirkus Reviews Issue: Sept. 1, 1992

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