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WHEN THE BABY IS NOT OK

Name: WHEN THE BABY IS NOT OK
Author: Jennifer J. Brown
ISBN: 9798307366721

HOPES AND GENES

by Jennifer J. Brown ‧ RELEASE DATE: Feb. 5, 2025

A deeply emotional and expansive story of growth, connection, and resilience.

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A geneticist tells of her experience raising a baby with a rare, inherited disorder.

As is true for any new parent, Brown’s life changed immensely with the birth of her first child, Lily.She initially found it hard to maintain routines that had once been easy, but the adjustment period seemed to be going as expected. Then she received an unexpected call from her doctor, reporting that her baby had tested positive for the genetic disorder phenylketonuria, which prevents the breakdown of a particular amino acid, which, in turn, results in developmental disabilities and seizures. It’s a disorder that usually appears in one in 10,000 births in the United States, and according to the author’s calculations, the likelihood of a geneticist, like her, having a baby with this rare genetic disorder is about one in 100 million. In the wake of this revelation, Brown reflected on her life leading up to that moment, processing her complex feelings on reproductive procedures, as well as grief, acceptance, sadness, and joy. This work balances a compelling mix of personal experience, emotional exploration, and scientific knowledge. Although the book initially follows the thread of Brown’s memories, it’s effectively expanded by her research. For example, her discussions of fertility and pregnancy are initially introduced due to their connection to the author’s personal experience, but the multifaceted sections grow until they’re informative essays, revealing, in great depth, the broader implications of these topics and how they touch the lives of many others. Amid specific, practical discussions of caring for children with PKU, for example, she tells stories of many others, including famous names such as Nobel Prize–winner Pearl S. Buck and entertainer Dale Evans, who were also mothers of children with genetic disorders. Frequently, the book refreshingly reminds readers how all lives are intertwined.

A deeply emotional and expansive story of growth, connection, and resilience.

Pub Date: Feb. 5, 2025

ISBN: 9798307366721

Page Count: -

Publisher: Self

Review Posted Online: Jan. 21, 2025

Review Program: Kirkus Indie

Categories:

FAMILY & RELATIONSHIPS | GENERAL NONFICTION

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ACCIDENTALLY ON PURPOSE

by Kristen Kish ‧ RELEASE DATE: April 22, 2025

Top Chef fans might savor this detailed account, but others will find it bland.

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The Top Chef host describes her journey to new heights.

For those who don’t know, Kish is a “gay Korean adopted woman, born in Seoul, raised in Michigan” and “a chef, a character, a host, and a cultural communicator—as well as a human being with a beating heart.” Though this book covers every step of her journey, every restaurant job and television role, and also discusses her experience as an adoptee (very positive) and a queer woman (late bloomer), the storytelling is so straightforward, lacking in suspense, character development, or dialogue, that it is basically a long version of its (longish) “About the Author.” Seemingly dramatic situations are not dramatized—when she was eliminated on her first Top Chef run, she assures us that she did the best she could, and drops it. “I can spare you the gory details (bouillabaisse and big personalities were involved).” Later, she cites a belief in protecting the privacy of others to omit the story of her first relationship with a woman. With no character development, neither does the reader get to know those who fall outside the privacy zone, like her best friend, Steph, and her wife, Bianca. When she gets mad, she says things like, “It’s a gross understatement to say I was crushed, beyond frustrated, and furious with the situation.” The fact that “I’ve never been a big reader” does not come as a surprise. It is more surprising when she confesses that “I believe the universe is selective about the moments in which it introduces life-changing prospects.”

Top Chef fans might savor this detailed account, but others will find it bland.

Pub Date: April 22, 2025

ISBN: 9780316580915

Page Count: 368

Publisher: Little, Brown

Review Posted Online: Feb. 15, 2025

Kirkus Reviews Issue: March 15, 2025

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GENERAL NONFICTION

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THE BACKYARD BIRD CHRONICLES

by Amy Tan ; illustrated by Amy Tan ‧ RELEASE DATE: April 23, 2024

An ebullient nature lover’s paean to birds.

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A charming bird journey with the bestselling author.

In his introduction to Tan’s “nature journal,” David Allen Sibley, the acclaimed ornithologist, nails the spirit of this book: a “collection of delightfully quirky, thoughtful, and personal observations of birds in sketches and words.” For years, Tan has looked out on her California backyard “paradise”—oaks, periwinkle vines, birch, Japanese maple, fuchsia shrubs—observing more than 60 species of birds, and she fashions her findings into delightful and approachable journal excerpts, accompanied by her gorgeous color sketches. As the entries—“a record of my life”—move along, the author becomes more adept at identifying and capturing them with words and pencils. Her first entry is September 16, 2017: Shortly after putting up hummingbird feeders, one of the tiny, delicate creatures landed on her hand and fed. “We have a relationship,” she writes. “I am in love.” By August 2018, her backyard “has become a menagerie of fledglings…all learning to fly.” Day by day, she has continued to learn more about the birds, their activities, and how she should relate to them; she also admits mistakes when they occur. In December 2018, she was excited to observe a Townsend’s Warbler—“Omigod! It’s looking at me. Displeased expression.” Battling pesky squirrels, Tan deployed Hot Pepper Suet to keep them away, and she deterred crows by hanging a fake one upside down. The author also declared war on outdoor cats when she learned they kill more than 1 billion birds per year. In May 2019, she notes that she spends $250 per month on beetle larvae. In June 2019, she confesses “spending more hours a day staring at birds than writing. How can I not?” Her last entry, on December 15, 2022, celebrates when an eating bird pauses, “looks and acknowledges I am there.”

An ebullient nature lover’s paean to birds.