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THE LIGHT IN RITA PEARL

A blunt, ultimately encouraging story of weathering a medical and logistical nightmare.

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A young woman’s cancer memoir.

“I thought I had my life figured out and one day, it all changed within minutes,” writes Arreola at the beginning of her new memoir. “At the age of thirty-five, I was diagnosed with Triple Negative Breast Cancer.” As readers might expect, this revelation provoked a whirlwind of emotional responses in Arreola, and those responses were immensely complicated by the fact that her cancer treatments began just as Covid-19 was shutting down the country and the world. Likewise, the nationwide protests in the wake of George Floyd’s murder looked like they might cause her unintended problems. If crowds of protesters are blocking the roads, she wonders at one point, how will she get to her chemo appointments? As her treatment commenced, she was only intermittently aware of the big news stories convulsing America (“My only focus is dragging myself out of bed and recovering from chemo”). Her account of her experiences with what turns out to be an aggressive, fast-moving kind of cancer is direct and vivid, and many of the accompanying aspects of the illness—the endless appointments, the moments of unexpected kindness or hope, the ordeal of chemotherapy—will be immediately identifiable to readers who’ve gone through similar experiences. Arreola combines this main illness narrative with the slowly unfolding story of discovering the love of her life and of caring for her son, Carlos, but the book’s most visceral impact is certainly its story of cancer survival. Arreola recounts all the trauma of the struggle—facing the horror of a double mastectomy, dealing with the seemingly endless medical bureaucracy, worrying about the strain on friends and family, and so on—with an affecting style of simple, straightforward prose and honest emotion. Readers who’ve dealt with serious illness will be gripped by the sheer amount of immensely human detail in Arreola’s story.

A blunt, ultimately encouraging story of weathering a medical and logistical nightmare.

Pub Date: June 7, 2021

ISBN: N/A

Page Count: 246

Publisher: Manuscript

Review Posted Online: June 2, 2021

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MY LIFE IN THE PURPLE KINGDOM

A memoir of vivid detail and understandable ambivalence.

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The bassist for Prince during the Purple Rain era provides glimpses into the kingdom.

BrownMark—who was born Mark Brown in 1962—describes his rise from a single-parent home in a city of racial discrimination (Minneapolis) to success with the musical supernova. Yet there were plenty of bumps along the way. For example, in 1982, even a big raise only brought his salary to $425 per week; later, he quit after discovering that his Purple Rain Tour bonus that he’d imagined might be $1.5 million was in fact only $15,000. Those looking for a memoir awash in sex, drugs, and the seamier sides of Prince’s private life will instead discover hard work and rigid discipline under a stern taskmaster, an artist who became what he was through minute attention to detail as well as genius. The author ably chronicles his own life growing up Black in a city so White he thought of it as a “Scandinavian Mecca.” As a boy, his family didn’t have a TV, and his early experiences playing music involved a makeshift guitar constructed out of a shoe box and rubber bands. Before he auditioned for Prince, he had never been to the suburbs, and before he joined the band, he had never been on a plane. His life changed dramatically at a time when the world of music was changing, as well. Disco was breaking down walls between Black and White, and punk was bringing a new edge and urgency. As Prince’s star was ascending, he demanded the full spotlight and resented any response his young bassist was generating. The author left the band in the mid-1980s feeling that he lived “in a world of filth, greed, and deception.” Still, the connections and impressions he made as a member of The Revolution launched his career, and he notes that “working with Prince was like going to the finest music school in the land.” One of Kirkus and Rolling Stone’s Best Music Books of 2020.

A memoir of vivid detail and understandable ambivalence.

Pub Date: Sept. 22, 2020

ISBN: 978-1-5179-0927-7

Page Count: 144

Publisher: Univ. of Minnesota

Review Posted Online: July 6, 2020

Kirkus Reviews Issue: Aug. 1, 2020

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GRATITUDE

If that promise of clarity is what awaits us all, then death doesn’t seem so awful, and that is a great gift from Sacks. A...

Valediction from the late neurologist and writer Sacks (On the Move: A Life, 2015, etc.).

In this set of four short essays, much-forwarded opinion pieces from the New York Times, the author ponders illness, specifically the metastatic cancer that spread from eye to liver and in doing so foreclosed any possibility of treatment. His brief reflections on that unfortunate development give way to, yes, gratitude as he examines the good things that he has experienced over what, in the end, turned out to be a rather long life after all, lasting 82 years. To be sure, Sacks has regrets about leaving the world, not least of them not being around to see “a thousand…breakthroughs in the physical and biological sciences,” as well as the night sky sprinkled with stars and the yellow legal pads on which he worked sprinkled with words. Sacks works a few familiar tropes and elaborates others. Charmingly, he reflects on his habit since childhood of associating each year of his life with the element of corresponding atomic weight on the periodic table; given polonium’s “intense, murderous radioactivity,” then perhaps 84 isn’t all that it’s cut out to be. There are some glaring repetitions here, unfortunate given the intense brevity of this book, such as his twice citing Nathaniel Hawthorne’s call to revel in “intercourse with the world”—no, not that kind. Yet his thoughts overall—while not as soul-stirringly inspirational as the similar reflections of Randy Pausch or as bent on chasing down the story as Christopher Hitchens’ last book—are shaped into an austere beauty, as when Sacks writes of being able in his final moments to “see my life as from a great altitude, as a sort of landscape, and with a deepening sense of the connection of all its parts.”

If that promise of clarity is what awaits us all, then death doesn’t seem so awful, and that is a great gift from Sacks. A fitting, lovely farewell.

Pub Date: Nov. 24, 2015

ISBN: 978-0-451-49293-7

Page Count: 64

Publisher: Knopf

Review Posted Online: Oct. 31, 2015

Kirkus Reviews Issue: Nov. 15, 2015

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