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IT’S MY LIFE, AND I’LL CRY IF I WANT TOO

THE DIARY OF A BIPOLAR WOMAN

A heated but forthright account of one woman’s trials.

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Holmes’ memoir relates her struggle with a mental health disorder, drug addiction, and the complexities of everyday life.

The author states at the outset that her book will explain “how one black woman made it from death to glory.” It begins in jail—her current address is the Las Colinas Detention Facility in Santee, California—and goes on to tell of her love for a fellow inmate. Details of Holmes’ past emerge as she intersperses reflections on life in general (“I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason—either outside or inside of us”) with specific accounts of her time spent with her tomboyish companion (“I allowed her to touch my breast, kiss my neck, and touch my glory”). The author tells of a life that involved drug use, manic episodes, divorce, affairs with married men, and several brushes with the law. Of some of her missteps, she says, “The only problem is that everything done in the dark comes to the light. Whoever wrote that statement knew some real live shit before his or her time.” She tells her story in dense paragraphs, but the overall tone is conversational, peppered with advice and casual asides (“For those of you who visit or live in San Diego, you must check out Roy’s [Restaurant]; it’s a phenomenal place”). Sometimes the content is shocking; for example, at one point, she writes of her attraction to a nephew: “I’d kiss him every now and again. What the fuck did I do that shit for?” However, the author’s honesty is without question, as when she explains her purpose in writing this memoir: “My hope is that the challenges that I shared with you—accepting mental illness, embracing life today—inspire you to paint a different picture for yourself.” This hope is not unfounded, given the sheer passion behind Holmes’ outrageous but genuine statements, such as “Life is a bitch, and she will come back and fuck you for fucking with her.”      

A heated but forthright account of one woman’s trials. 

Pub Date: Feb. 17, 2017

ISBN: N/A

Page Count: -

Publisher: Dog Ear

Review Posted Online: March 24, 2017

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KILLERS OF THE FLOWER MOON

THE OSAGE MURDERS AND THE BIRTH OF THE FBI

Dogged original research and superb narrative skills come together in this gripping account of pitiless evil.

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Greed, depravity, and serial murder in 1920s Oklahoma.

During that time, enrolled members of the Osage Indian nation were among the wealthiest people per capita in the world. The rich oil fields beneath their reservation brought millions of dollars into the tribe annually, distributed to tribal members holding "headrights" that could not be bought or sold but only inherited. This vast wealth attracted the attention of unscrupulous whites who found ways to divert it to themselves by marrying Osage women or by having Osage declared legally incompetent so the whites could fleece them through the administration of their estates. For some, however, these deceptive tactics were not enough, and a plague of violent death—by shooting, poison, orchestrated automobile accident, and bombing—began to decimate the Osage in what they came to call the "Reign of Terror." Corrupt and incompetent law enforcement and judicial systems ensured that the perpetrators were never found or punished until the young J. Edgar Hoover saw cracking these cases as a means of burnishing the reputation of the newly professionalized FBI. Bestselling New Yorkerstaff writer Grann (The Devil and Sherlock Holmes: Tales of Murder, Madness, and Obsession, 2010, etc.) follows Special Agent Tom White and his assistants as they track the killers of one extended Osage family through a closed local culture of greed, bigotry, and lies in pursuit of protection for the survivors and justice for the dead. But he doesn't stop there; relying almost entirely on primary and unpublished sources, the author goes on to expose a web of conspiracy and corruption that extended far wider than even the FBI ever suspected. This page-turner surges forward with the pacing of a true-crime thriller, elevated by Grann's crisp and evocative prose and enhanced by dozens of period photographs.

Dogged original research and superb narrative skills come together in this gripping account of pitiless evil.

Pub Date: April 18, 2017

ISBN: 978-0-385-53424-6

Page Count: 352

Publisher: Doubleday

Review Posted Online: Feb. 1, 2017

Kirkus Reviews Issue: Feb. 15, 2017

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NIGHT

The author's youthfulness helps to assure the inevitable comparison with the Anne Frank diary although over and above the...

Elie Wiesel spent his early years in a small Transylvanian town as one of four children. 

He was the only one of the family to survive what Francois Maurois, in his introduction, calls the "human holocaust" of the persecution of the Jews, which began with the restrictions, the singularization of the yellow star, the enclosure within the ghetto, and went on to the mass deportations to the ovens of Auschwitz and Buchenwald. There are unforgettable and horrifying scenes here in this spare and sombre memoir of this experience of the hanging of a child, of his first farewell with his father who leaves him an inheritance of a knife and a spoon, and of his last goodbye at Buchenwald his father's corpse is already cold let alone the long months of survival under unconscionable conditions. 

The author's youthfulness helps to assure the inevitable comparison with the Anne Frank diary although over and above the sphere of suffering shared, and in this case extended to the death march itself, there is no spiritual or emotional legacy here to offset any reader reluctance.

Pub Date: Jan. 16, 2006

ISBN: 0374500010

Page Count: 120

Publisher: Hill & Wang

Review Posted Online: Oct. 7, 2011

Kirkus Reviews Issue: Jan. 15, 2006

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