Who Am I?

Hitchcock-ian fun, full of deep questions to ponder.

A strong teenage girl aims to find out the bizarre truth about her childhood in this suspenseful YA novel.

Fourteen-year-old Miranda Martin is annoyingly perfect. She can’t even summon convincing negativity for an acting role in a dance recital: “What rulebook on life has decided that we all have dark places?” she thinks. Her perfect world unravels, though, when she’s diagnosed with an incurable, genetic blood-vessel disorder; this revelation is made worse by the fact that she has “the distinct feeling” that her mother “isn’t telling me everything.” That feeling only grows when Miranda and her best friend, Emma Green, find hidden photos of Miranda “with different friends and…snow” despite supposedly spending her entire childhood in Southern California. Her parents blame her disease for her memory lapses and paranoia, and they whisk her to a secret clinic where creepy Dr. Mullen has found a perfectly matched liver, lungs, and kidney for a transplant operation in a suspiciously short time. At the clinic, Miranda discovers a crying girl, “the spitting image of myself when I was ten years old,” but everyone assures Miranda that she only dreamed about her. Unsure whether she can trust her parents, her doctors, or even her own memories, the teenager, with Emma’s help, decides to uncover the clinic’s secrets: “I always do what I’m told,” she thinks. “Well, not anymore.” Matas (Tucson Jo, 2015, etc.) builds the suspense slowly throughout this novel, keeping readers guessing with plot twists and moral questions taken to extremes (“I guess we each have some free will. We can think. We can make choices”; “Dr. Mullen believes that the end justifies the means. But does it ever?”). Even after she deals with the horrible truth, Miranda is shown trying to return to a normal high school existence, but she finds that life is still “turned upside down half the time.” Only the book’s weak title and tendency to overexplain thematic points mar the taut story, which features girl-power heroines confronting bad guys and the nature of the self. 

Hitchcock-ian fun, full of deep questions to ponder. 

Pub Date: Sept. 24, 2016

ISBN: 978-1-927663-37-0

Page Count: 302

Publisher: Fictive Press

Review Posted Online: Oct. 18, 2016



A YA novel that treats its subject and its readers with respect while delivering an engaging story.

In the ninth book in the Bluford young-adult series, a young Latino man walks away from violence—but at great personal cost.

In a large Southern California city, 16-year-old Martin Luna hangs out on the fringes of gang life. He’s disaffected, fatherless and increasingly drawn into the orbit of the older, rougher Frankie. When a stray bullet kills Martin’s adored 8-year-old brother, Huero, Martin seems to be heading into a life of crime. But Martin’s mother, determined not to lose another son, moves him to another neighborhood—the fictional town of Bluford, where he attends the racially diverse Bluford High. At his new school, the still-grieving Martin quickly makes enemies and gets into trouble. But he also makes friends with a kind English teacher and catches the eye of Vicky, a smart, pretty and outgoing Bluford student. Martin’s first-person narration supplies much of the book’s power. His dialogue is plain, but realistic and believable, and the authors wisely avoid the temptation to lard his speech with dated and potentially embarrassing slang. The author draws a vivid and affecting picture of Martin’s pain and confusion, bringing a tight-lipped teenager to life. In fact, Martin’s character is so well drawn that when he realizes the truth about his friend Frankie, readers won’t feel as if they are watching an after-school special, but as though they are observing the natural progression of Martin’s personal growth. This short novel appears to be aimed at urban teens who don’t often see their neighborhoods portrayed in young-adult fiction, but its sophisticated characters and affecting story will likely have much wider appeal.

A YA novel that treats its subject and its readers with respect while delivering an engaging story.

Pub Date: Jan. 1, 2004

ISBN: 978-1591940173

Page Count: 152

Publisher: Townsend Press

Review Posted Online: Jan. 26, 2013

Mary's Song

From the Dream Horse Adventure Series series , Vol. 1

A short, simple, and sweet tale about two friends and a horse.

A novel tells the story of two spirited girls who set out to save a lame foal in 1952.

Mary, age 12, lacks muscle control of her legs and must use a wheelchair. Her life is constantly interrupted by trips with her widower father to assorted doctors, all of whom have failed to help her. Mary tolerates the treatments, hoping to one day walk unassisted, but her true passion involves horses. Possessing a library filled with horse books, she loves watching and drawing the animals at a neighboring farm. She longs to own one herself. But her father, overprotective due to her disability and his own lingering grief over Mary’s dead mother, makes her keep her distance. Mary befriends Laura, the emotionally neglected daughter of the wealthy neighboring farm owners, and the two share secret buggy rides. Both girls are attracted to Illusion, a beautiful red bay filly on the farm. Mary learns that Illusion is to be put down by a veterinarian because of a lame leg. Horrified, she decides to talk to the barn manager about the horse (“Isn’t it okay for her to live even if she’s not perfect? I think she deserves a chance”). Soon, Mary and Laura attempt to raise money to save Illusion. At the same time, Mary begins to gain control of her legs thanks to water therapy and secret therapeutic riding with Laura. There is indeed a great deal of poignancy in a story of a girl with a disability fighting to defend the intrinsic value of a lame animal. But this book, the first installment of the Dream Horse Adventure Series, would be twice as touching if Mary interacted with Illusion more. In the tale’s opening, she watches the foal from afar, but she actually spends very little time with the filly she tries so hard to protect. This turns out to be a strange development given the degree to which the narrative relies on her devotion. Count (Selah’s Sweet Dream, 2015) draws Mary and Laura in broad but believable strokes, defined mainly by their unrelenting pluckiness in the face of adversity. While the work tackles disability, death, and grief, Mary’s and Laura’s environments are so idyllic and their optimism and perseverance so remarkable that the story retains an aura of uncomplicated gentleness throughout.

A short, simple, and sweet tale about two friends and a horse.

Pub Date: N/A


Page Count: -

Publisher: Hastings Creations Group

Review Posted Online: Oct. 15, 2016