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A MEMOIR

A frank account of the fine, eerie thread between death and life.

A grieving mother attempts to define, understand, and honor her role.

At 20 weeks pregnant, Christensen learned that Simone, the baby growing within her, was surrounded by and filled with fluid. At 22 weeks, Simone was delivered stillborn and breeched. Christensen’s memoir chronicles the path to this cavernous loss and offers an elegy for the externally recognizable, embodied version of motherhood that was lost along with her daughter. “Simone changed the calculus in every way,” the author writes, as she moves from her gradual, almost unconscious decision to even have a child to her excitement, anticipation, and surrender to her daughter’s anchoring urgency in Christensen’s life and relationship. The author’s history of panic attacks and disordered eating saturates her experience of the fundamental bodiliness of pregnancy, her appraisal of her pregnancy’s actual and potential turning points, and the lack of control she has over its outcome. Christensen’s attachment to her own mother further situates both her pregnancy and Simone within the company and camaraderie of generations of daughters and granddaughters. Some of Christensen’s most eloquent passages are embedded in observations and memories of her mother and the “imperfect symmetry of our motherhoods.” The author appears unready or unwilling—understandably—to wrestle publicly with the full essence and manifestation of her grief and her love; each time she comes close to this more probing exposition, she seems to recoil, offering instead the minutiae of meals and one-off interactions. In a text permeated with foreboding reminders of the end we know is to come, such details can be tedious and disorienting, but they serve to wrestle order and arc into a “tragedy without a bottom,” thwarting others’ generalized and painfully inadequate efforts to console and comfort.

A frank account of the fine, eerie thread between death and life.

Pub Date: March 18, 2025

ISBN: 9780593831816

Page Count: 208

Publisher: Penguin Press

Review Posted Online: Dec. 28, 2024

Kirkus Reviews Issue: Feb. 1, 2025

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TANQUERAY

A blissfully vicarious, heartfelt glimpse into the life of a Manhattan burlesque dancer.

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A former New York City dancer reflects on her zesty heyday in the 1970s.

Discovered on a Manhattan street in 2020 and introduced on Stanton’s Humans of New York Instagram page, Johnson, then 76, shares her dynamic history as a “fiercely independent” Black burlesque dancer who used the stage name Tanqueray and became a celebrated fixture in midtown adult theaters. “I was the only black girl making white girl money,” she boasts, telling a vibrant story about sex and struggle in a bygone era. Frank and unapologetic, Johnson vividly captures aspects of her former life as a stage seductress shimmying to blues tracks during 18-minute sets or sewing lingerie for plus-sized dancers. Though her work was far from the Broadway shows she dreamed about, it eventually became all about the nightly hustle to simply survive. Her anecdotes are humorous, heartfelt, and supremely captivating, recounted with the passion of a true survivor and the acerbic wit of a weathered, street-wise New Yorker. She shares stories of growing up in an abusive household in Albany in the 1940s, a teenage pregnancy, and prison time for robbery as nonchalantly as she recalls selling rhinestone G-strings to prostitutes to make them sparkle in the headlights of passing cars. Complemented by an array of revealing personal photographs, the narrative alternates between heartfelt nostalgia about the seedier side of Manhattan’s go-go scene and funny quips about her unconventional stage performances. Encounters with a variety of hardworking dancers, drag queens, and pimps, plus an account of the complexities of a first love with a drug-addled hustler, fill out the memoir with personality and candor. With a narrative assist from Stanton, the result is a consistently titillating and often moving story of human struggle as well as an insider glimpse into the days when Times Square was considered the Big Apple’s gloriously unpolished underbelly. The book also includes Yee’s lush watercolor illustrations.

A blissfully vicarious, heartfelt glimpse into the life of a Manhattan burlesque dancer.

Pub Date: July 12, 2022

ISBN: 978-1-250-27827-2

Page Count: 192

Publisher: St. Martin's

Review Posted Online: July 27, 2022

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THE LOOK

Not so deep, but a delightful tip of the hat to the pleasures—and power—of glamour.

A coffee-table book celebrates Michelle Obama’s sense of fashion.

Illustrated with hundreds of full-color photographs, Obama’s chatty latest book begins with some school portraits from the author’s childhood in Chicago and fond memories of back-to-school shopping at Sears, then jumps into the intricacies of clothing oneself as the spouse of a presidential candidate and as the first lady. “People looked forward to the outfits, and once I got their attention, they listened to what I had to say. This is the soft power of fashion,” she says. Obama is grateful and frank about all the help she got along the way, and the volume includes a long section written by her primary wardrobe stylist, Koop—28 years old when she first took the job—and shorter sections by makeup artists and several hair stylists, who worked with wigs and hair extensions as Obama transitioned back to her natural hair, and grew out her bangs, at the end of her husband’s second term. Many of the designers of the author’s gowns, notably Jason Wu, who designed several of her more striking outfits, also contribute appreciative memories. Besides candid and more formal photographs, the volume features many sketches of her gowns by their designers, closeups on details of those gowns, and magazine covers from Better Homes & Gardens to Vogue. The author writes that as a Black woman, “I was under a particularly white-hot glare, constantly appraised for whether my outfits were ‘acceptable’ and ‘appropriate,’ the color of my skin somehow inviting even more judgment than the color of my dresses.” Overall, though, this is generally a canny, upbeat volume, with little in the way of surprising revelations.

Not so deep, but a delightful tip of the hat to the pleasures—and power—of glamour.

Pub Date: Nov. 4, 2025

ISBN: 9780593800706

Page Count: 304

Publisher: Crown

Review Posted Online: Nov. 7, 2025

Kirkus Reviews Issue: Jan. 1, 2026

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