by Mari Andrew ; illustrated by Mari Andrew ‧ RELEASE DATE: March 2, 2021
A flawed yet colorfully heartfelt exploration of emotional and physical malady.
A New York–based writer and artist reflects on life lessons learned through illness and heartbreak.
In her second book, Andrew gathers essays about her confrontations with times of personal upheaval and transition. Dividing the book into four sections—"Golden Hour," "Twilight," "Night," and "Dawn"—the author links the pieces via her musings on the cyclicality of earthly light patterns. In the first section, Andrew focuses on topics such as her search for magic in daily life in NYC or for signs of her late, emotionally distant father's love on one of her many trips abroad. She drills down to more difficult topics in "Twilight," where she begins to discuss her experiences with Guillain-Barré syndrome, the disease that attacked her without warning in Spain and left her with recurring PTSD. Andrew also examines a particularly deep wound unexpectedly left by a man who broke her heart. Eventually, the acute pain led to a greater appreciation for everything she had: “Sometimes the absence of light makes you see more clearly.” In the “Night” section, Andrew continues to probe the darker episodes of her life. She writes with visceral candor about her struggles with her illness and “how anyone who has suffered could believe in God.” In “Dawn,” the author discusses her healing methods, including sound and oxygen therapy, reiki, meditation, ayahuasca treatment, visits with psychics, “a womb-healing ceremony,” and “abandonment-wound coaching.” Though successful, her pursuit of wholeness taught her that no healing exists without the grief of disconnecting from those who caused her pain. Illustrated throughout with whimsical, charming watercolors that amplify the tone of wonderment, the book was clearly a cathartic experience. Andrew’s wisdom is hard-won, but the essays, which move back and forth in time, sometimes feel disconnected, making the narrative better suited to reading in pieces rather than cover to cover.
A flawed yet colorfully heartfelt exploration of emotional and physical malady.Pub Date: March 2, 2021
ISBN: 978-0-525-50692-8
Page Count: 256
Publisher: Penguin
Review Posted Online: Jan. 5, 2021
Kirkus Reviews Issue: Feb. 1, 2021
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by Michelle Obama with Meredith Koop ‧ RELEASE DATE: Nov. 4, 2025
Not so deep, but a delightful tip of the hat to the pleasures—and power—of glamour.
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A coffee-table book celebrates Michelle Obama’s sense of fashion.
Illustrated with hundreds of full-color photographs, Obama’s chatty latest book begins with some school portraits from the author’s childhood in Chicago and fond memories of back-to-school shopping at Sears, then jumps into the intricacies of clothing oneself as the spouse of a presidential candidate and as the first lady. “People looked forward to the outfits, and once I got their attention, they listened to what I had to say. This is the soft power of fashion,” she says. Obama is grateful and frank about all the help she got along the way, and the volume includes a long section written by her primary wardrobe stylist, Koop—28 years old when she first took the job—and shorter sections by makeup artists and several hair stylists, who worked with wigs and hair extensions as Obama transitioned back to her natural hair, and grew out her bangs, at the end of her husband’s second term. Many of the designers of the author’s gowns, notably Jason Wu, who designed several of her more striking outfits, also contribute appreciative memories. Besides candid and more formal photographs, the volume features many sketches of her gowns by their designers, closeups on details of those gowns, and magazine covers from Better Homes & Gardens to Vogue. The author writes that as a Black woman, “I was under a particularly white-hot glare, constantly appraised for whether my outfits were ‘acceptable’ and ‘appropriate,’ the color of my skin somehow inviting even more judgment than the color of my dresses.” Overall, though, this is generally a canny, upbeat volume, with little in the way of surprising revelations.
Not so deep, but a delightful tip of the hat to the pleasures—and power—of glamour.Pub Date: Nov. 4, 2025
ISBN: 9780593800706
Page Count: 304
Publisher: Crown
Review Posted Online: Nov. 7, 2025
Kirkus Reviews Issue: Jan. 1, 2026
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by Stephanie Johnson & Brandon Stanton illustrated by Henry Sene Yee ‧ RELEASE DATE: July 12, 2022
A blissfully vicarious, heartfelt glimpse into the life of a Manhattan burlesque dancer.
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A former New York City dancer reflects on her zesty heyday in the 1970s.
Discovered on a Manhattan street in 2020 and introduced on Stanton’s Humans of New York Instagram page, Johnson, then 76, shares her dynamic history as a “fiercely independent” Black burlesque dancer who used the stage name Tanqueray and became a celebrated fixture in midtown adult theaters. “I was the only black girl making white girl money,” she boasts, telling a vibrant story about sex and struggle in a bygone era. Frank and unapologetic, Johnson vividly captures aspects of her former life as a stage seductress shimmying to blues tracks during 18-minute sets or sewing lingerie for plus-sized dancers. Though her work was far from the Broadway shows she dreamed about, it eventually became all about the nightly hustle to simply survive. Her anecdotes are humorous, heartfelt, and supremely captivating, recounted with the passion of a true survivor and the acerbic wit of a weathered, street-wise New Yorker. She shares stories of growing up in an abusive household in Albany in the 1940s, a teenage pregnancy, and prison time for robbery as nonchalantly as she recalls selling rhinestone G-strings to prostitutes to make them sparkle in the headlights of passing cars. Complemented by an array of revealing personal photographs, the narrative alternates between heartfelt nostalgia about the seedier side of Manhattan’s go-go scene and funny quips about her unconventional stage performances. Encounters with a variety of hardworking dancers, drag queens, and pimps, plus an account of the complexities of a first love with a drug-addled hustler, fill out the memoir with personality and candor. With a narrative assist from Stanton, the result is a consistently titillating and often moving story of human struggle as well as an insider glimpse into the days when Times Square was considered the Big Apple’s gloriously unpolished underbelly. The book also includes Yee’s lush watercolor illustrations.
A blissfully vicarious, heartfelt glimpse into the life of a Manhattan burlesque dancer.Pub Date: July 12, 2022
ISBN: 978-1-250-27827-2
Page Count: 192
Publisher: St. Martin's
Review Posted Online: July 27, 2022
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