Distressing yet powerfully illuminating writing.


In this frank debut memoir, Klatzker excavates suppressed memories of an abusive childhood.

During a meditation session, Klatzker, a pediatric intensive care specialist, began to experience auditory hallucinations. She noticed a familiar tingling sensation, but she didn’t slip into her customary stillness. Instead, she heard voices pleading, “Please don’t hurt me!” The experience was followed by a bout of incontinence, and the author was left questioning her sanity. Battling chronic insomnia, Klatzker began to identify and refer to the voices as “parts” or, more specifically, parts of her childhood that had “split off” so that they felt separate from her. Seeking psychological help, the author began to confront years of childhood abuse. She describes having dual visions of her father—“Good Daddy,” a “loving and proud father,” and “Bad Daddy,” a “raging tornado of fury” who sexually abused her. The author grows to understand her “parts” and realizes that the dissociative disorder with which she was later diagnosed opened a pathway to her salvation. Klatzker elucidates complex psychological states using clear, descriptive prose: “I glided upstairs in my inner house and noted the changes....I used to creep around in the gloom, the walls felt cold and I could barely see my way. All the years of darkness, of not knowing where my voices came from.” The author courageously revisits moments of abuse that may prove too upsetting for some readers: “I’m having trouble breathing through his hand—it covers both my nose and my mouth, keeping me quiet.” Klatzker also succinctly pinpoints how an abuser shifts guilt to his victim: “He pretended he was good, as if he never did those things, making me think I was wrong, crazy, dirty, until the next time.” On occasion, the author’s descriptive style could be considered vague and digressive: “The bottoms of his loafers had those little metal things to extend the life of the soles and heels.” This doesn’t detract from a lucidly written memoir that documents the devastating psychological impact of childhood abuse while offering hope to fellow survivors.

Distressing yet powerfully illuminating writing.

Pub Date: May 4, 2021

ISBN: 978-1-945233-08-1

Page Count: 356

Publisher: Stillhouse Press

Review Posted Online: May 1, 2021

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A solid work of investigation that, while treading well-covered ground, offers plenty of surprises.

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An account of the last gasps of the Trump administration, completing a trilogy begun with Fear (2018) and Rage (2020).

One of Woodward and fellow Washington Post reporter Costa’s most memorable revelations comes right away: Gen. Mark Milley, chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff, calling his counterpart in Beijing to assure him that even after Jan. 6 and what Milley saw as an unmistakable attempt at a coup d’état, he would keep Trump from picking a war with China. This depiction has earned much attention on the talking-heads news channels, but more significant is its follow-up: Milley did so because he was concerned that Trump “might still be looking for what Milley called a ‘Reichstag moment.’ ” Milley emerges as a stalwart protector of the Constitution who constantly courted Trump’s ire and yet somehow survived without being fired. No less concerned about Trump’s erratic behavior was Paul Ryan, the former Speaker of the House, who studied the psychiatric literature for a big takeaway: “Do not humiliate Trump in public. Humiliating a narcissist risked real danger, a frantic lashing out if he felt threatened or criticized.” Losing the 2020 election was one such humiliation, and Woodward and Costa closely track the trajectory of Trump’s reaction, from depression to howling rage to the stubborn belief that the election was rigged. There are a few other modest revelations in the book, including the fact that Trump loyalist William Barr warned him that the electorate didn’t like him. “They just think you’re a fucking asshole,” Barr told his boss. That was true enough, and the civil war that the authors recount among various offices in the White House and government reveals that Trump’s people were only ever tentatively his. All the same, the authors note, having drawn on scores of “deep background” interviews, Trump still has his base, still intends vengeance by way of a comeback, and still constitutes the peril of their title.

A solid work of investigation that, while treading well-covered ground, offers plenty of surprises.

Pub Date: Sept. 21, 2021

ISBN: 978-1-982182-91-5

Page Count: 512

Publisher: Simon & Schuster

Review Posted Online: Sept. 24, 2021

Kirkus Reviews Issue: today

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If the authors are serious, this is a silly, distasteful book. If they are not, it’s a brilliant satire.


The authors have created a sort of anti-Book of Virtues in this encyclopedic compendium of the ways and means of power.

Everyone wants power and everyone is in a constant duplicitous game to gain more power at the expense of others, according to Greene, a screenwriter and former editor at Esquire (Elffers, a book packager, designed the volume, with its attractive marginalia). We live today as courtiers once did in royal courts: we must appear civil while attempting to crush all those around us. This power game can be played well or poorly, and in these 48 laws culled from the history and wisdom of the world’s greatest power players are the rules that must be followed to win. These laws boil down to being as ruthless, selfish, manipulative, and deceitful as possible. Each law, however, gets its own chapter: “Conceal Your Intentions,” “Always Say Less Than Necessary,” “Pose as a Friend, Work as a Spy,” and so on. Each chapter is conveniently broken down into sections on what happened to those who transgressed or observed the particular law, the key elements in this law, and ways to defensively reverse this law when it’s used against you. Quotations in the margins amplify the lesson being taught. While compelling in the way an auto accident might be, the book is simply nonsense. Rules often contradict each other. We are told, for instance, to “be conspicuous at all cost,” then told to “behave like others.” More seriously, Greene never really defines “power,” and he merely asserts, rather than offers evidence for, the Hobbesian world of all against all in which he insists we live. The world may be like this at times, but often it isn’t. To ask why this is so would be a far more useful project.

If the authors are serious, this is a silly, distasteful book. If they are not, it’s a brilliant satire.

Pub Date: Sept. 1, 1998

ISBN: 0-670-88146-5

Page Count: 430

Publisher: Viking

Review Posted Online: May 20, 2010

Kirkus Reviews Issue: July 15, 1998

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