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STAY WITH ME, I WANT TO BE ALONE

A CHAPLAIN’S SEARCH FOR MEANING

A poignant reflection on the importance of hospital chaplains.

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A hospital chaplain and educator offers an insider’s perspective on a vital, if often unheralded, aspect of American health care.

“Emergencies happen all day and night in the hospital,” Wakefield writes in this book’s opening chapter, adding, “but death is never one of them.” Understandably, once a person dies, the priorities of doctors and nurses shift to other patients who are in immediate need of care—chaplains step into this void to sit with, listen to, or pray for grieving family members. In this memoir, the author pulls back the curtain on an often-unsung aspect of U.S. healthcare, adding his own story to those of other chaplains, patients, and family members he has encountered. Surveying his own life, Wakefield pays particular attention to his spiritual journey. Baptized and confirmed in the Catholic Church, he admits that initially he “wasn’t exactly what you’d call a devotee.” A fan of rock ’n’ roll, particularly the band Guns N’ Roses, the author recalls how his ambivalence toward school (he had a high school GPA of 1.6) corresponded to his meandering spirituality. His search for religious meaning ultimately led him to the Seventh-day Adventist Church and the field of clinical pastoral education. Wakefield’s accessible, almost conversational, writing effectively conveys the trauma, sadness, uncertainty, and hope that a chaplain encounters daily; as one of the author’s mentors once told him, chaplains are often present for “the most traumatic moment of a person’s life.” The current manager for the CPE Programs at UCLA Health in Los Angeles, Wakefield has previous experience as a chaplain and CPE educator at Johns Hopkins and Stanford Health Care. His background as an educator is reflected in the book’s ample footnotes, which reference best practices in the field. The book also acknowledges the diversity that exists among chaplains (“there is no place in the world more diverse than a hospital”), highlighting the coexistence of Protestants, Catholics, Muslims, Buddhists, and Humanists in the role.

A poignant reflection on the importance of hospital chaplains.

Pub Date: Oct. 3, 2025

ISBN: 9781955051507

Page Count: 284

Publisher: N/A

Review Posted Online: Nov. 1, 2025

Kirkus Reviews Issue: Jan. 1, 2026

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TANQUERAY

A blissfully vicarious, heartfelt glimpse into the life of a Manhattan burlesque dancer.

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A former New York City dancer reflects on her zesty heyday in the 1970s.

Discovered on a Manhattan street in 2020 and introduced on Stanton’s Humans of New York Instagram page, Johnson, then 76, shares her dynamic history as a “fiercely independent” Black burlesque dancer who used the stage name Tanqueray and became a celebrated fixture in midtown adult theaters. “I was the only black girl making white girl money,” she boasts, telling a vibrant story about sex and struggle in a bygone era. Frank and unapologetic, Johnson vividly captures aspects of her former life as a stage seductress shimmying to blues tracks during 18-minute sets or sewing lingerie for plus-sized dancers. Though her work was far from the Broadway shows she dreamed about, it eventually became all about the nightly hustle to simply survive. Her anecdotes are humorous, heartfelt, and supremely captivating, recounted with the passion of a true survivor and the acerbic wit of a weathered, street-wise New Yorker. She shares stories of growing up in an abusive household in Albany in the 1940s, a teenage pregnancy, and prison time for robbery as nonchalantly as she recalls selling rhinestone G-strings to prostitutes to make them sparkle in the headlights of passing cars. Complemented by an array of revealing personal photographs, the narrative alternates between heartfelt nostalgia about the seedier side of Manhattan’s go-go scene and funny quips about her unconventional stage performances. Encounters with a variety of hardworking dancers, drag queens, and pimps, plus an account of the complexities of a first love with a drug-addled hustler, fill out the memoir with personality and candor. With a narrative assist from Stanton, the result is a consistently titillating and often moving story of human struggle as well as an insider glimpse into the days when Times Square was considered the Big Apple’s gloriously unpolished underbelly. The book also includes Yee’s lush watercolor illustrations.

A blissfully vicarious, heartfelt glimpse into the life of a Manhattan burlesque dancer.

Pub Date: July 12, 2022

ISBN: 978-1-250-27827-2

Page Count: 192

Publisher: St. Martin's

Review Posted Online: July 27, 2022

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LOVE, PAMELA

A juicy story with some truly crazy moments, yet Anderson's good heart shines through.

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The iconic model tells the story of her eventful life.

According to the acknowledgments, this memoir started as "a fifty-page poem and then grew into hundreds of pages of…more poetry." Readers will be glad that Anderson eventually turned to writing prose, since the well-told anecdotes and memorable character sketches are what make it a page-turner. The poetry (more accurately described as italicized notes-to-self with line breaks) remains strewn liberally through the pages, often summarizing the takeaway or the emotional impact of the events described: "I was / and still am / an exceptionally / easy target. / And, / I'm proud of that." This way of expressing herself is part of who she is, formed partly by her passion for Anaïs Nin and other writers; she is a serious maven of literature and the arts. The narrative gets off to a good start with Anderson’s nostalgic memories of her childhood in coastal Vancouver, raised by very young, very wild, and not very competent parents. Here and throughout the book, the author displays a remarkable lack of anger. She has faced abuse and mistreatment of many kinds over the decades, but she touches on the most appalling passages lightly—though not so lightly you don't feel the torment of the media attention on the events leading up to her divorce from Tommy Lee. Her trip to the pages of Playboy, which involved an escape from a violent fiance and sneaking across the border, is one of many jaw-dropping stories. In one interesting passage, Julian Assange's mother counsels Anderson to desexualize her image in order to be taken more seriously as an activist. She decided that “it was too late to turn back now”—that sexy is an inalienable part of who she is. Throughout her account of this kooky, messed-up, enviable, and often thrilling life, her humility (her sons "are true miracles, considering the gene pool") never fails her.

A juicy story with some truly crazy moments, yet Anderson's good heart shines through.

Pub Date: Jan. 31, 2023

ISBN: 9780063226562

Page Count: 256

Publisher: Dey Street/HarperCollins

Review Posted Online: Dec. 5, 2022

Kirkus Reviews Issue: Jan. 1, 2023

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