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I AM MY BIGGEST STRANGER

An earnest, distinctly Christian blend of memoir, self-help, and poetry.

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Dee blends memoir, spiritual commentary, and literary analysis in this debut memoir.

While bedridden after a car accident in the 2020s,the author stumbled upon the opening lines of an English translation of Dante Alighieri’s Inferno: “Midway upon the journey of our life, I found myself within a dark wood, for I had lost the right path.” “Those words didn’t just hit me—they found me,” Dee writes, adding that the poem “became the metaphor that matched my own soul’s journey.” Thematically, the volume follows the plot of the classic work as the author parallels his personal struggles with Hell’s initial levels involving lust and gluttony (which Dee extends to any dysregulated desire and “endless hunger that consumes without satisfaction”) to the deep pit of treachery, a section in which he tells of betraying his wedding vows to his wife. The book’s poignant, memoiristic vignettes share Dee’s descent into his own version of Hell—including times when he was unhoused and had an “addiction to pleasure” as the organizer of parties in New York City that catered to Wall Street executives. He also addresses his subsequent rededication to the Christian faith of his childhood, describing God as “the One who transforms hearts.” Along the way, he provides literary commentary and historical context to help unfamiliar readers understand the references and meaning behind Dante’s iconic poetry. This deeply personal story also provides readers with prayers, Bible verses, and inspirational quotes, as well as pragmatic Christian-themed advice to those lost in their own dark woods. In a discussion of the “Validation Trap,” for instance, Dee argues against an unhealthy quest for validation based on performance and insecurity and instead proposes an alternative “Healthy Validation” that comes “from God and self-worth.” The book’s underlying theology reflects a distinctly evangelical Protestant approach, but its writing is broadly ecumenical, and Dee is aware that he “does not offer all the answers” to the mysteries of life.

An earnest, distinctly Christian blend of memoir, self-help, and poetry.

Pub Date: April 30, 2026

ISBN: 9798218861803

Page Count: 514

Publisher: Self

Review Posted Online: May 29, 2026

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TANQUERAY

A blissfully vicarious, heartfelt glimpse into the life of a Manhattan burlesque dancer.

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A former New York City dancer reflects on her zesty heyday in the 1970s.

Discovered on a Manhattan street in 2020 and introduced on Stanton’s Humans of New York Instagram page, Johnson, then 76, shares her dynamic history as a “fiercely independent” Black burlesque dancer who used the stage name Tanqueray and became a celebrated fixture in midtown adult theaters. “I was the only black girl making white girl money,” she boasts, telling a vibrant story about sex and struggle in a bygone era. Frank and unapologetic, Johnson vividly captures aspects of her former life as a stage seductress shimmying to blues tracks during 18-minute sets or sewing lingerie for plus-sized dancers. Though her work was far from the Broadway shows she dreamed about, it eventually became all about the nightly hustle to simply survive. Her anecdotes are humorous, heartfelt, and supremely captivating, recounted with the passion of a true survivor and the acerbic wit of a weathered, street-wise New Yorker. She shares stories of growing up in an abusive household in Albany in the 1940s, a teenage pregnancy, and prison time for robbery as nonchalantly as she recalls selling rhinestone G-strings to prostitutes to make them sparkle in the headlights of passing cars. Complemented by an array of revealing personal photographs, the narrative alternates between heartfelt nostalgia about the seedier side of Manhattan’s go-go scene and funny quips about her unconventional stage performances. Encounters with a variety of hardworking dancers, drag queens, and pimps, plus an account of the complexities of a first love with a drug-addled hustler, fill out the memoir with personality and candor. With a narrative assist from Stanton, the result is a consistently titillating and often moving story of human struggle as well as an insider glimpse into the days when Times Square was considered the Big Apple’s gloriously unpolished underbelly. The book also includes Yee’s lush watercolor illustrations.

A blissfully vicarious, heartfelt glimpse into the life of a Manhattan burlesque dancer.

Pub Date: July 12, 2022

ISBN: 978-1-250-27827-2

Page Count: 192

Publisher: St. Martin's

Review Posted Online: July 27, 2022

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LOVE, PAMELA

A juicy story with some truly crazy moments, yet Anderson's good heart shines through.

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The iconic model tells the story of her eventful life.

According to the acknowledgments, this memoir started as "a fifty-page poem and then grew into hundreds of pages of…more poetry." Readers will be glad that Anderson eventually turned to writing prose, since the well-told anecdotes and memorable character sketches are what make it a page-turner. The poetry (more accurately described as italicized notes-to-self with line breaks) remains strewn liberally through the pages, often summarizing the takeaway or the emotional impact of the events described: "I was / and still am / an exceptionally / easy target. / And, / I'm proud of that." This way of expressing herself is part of who she is, formed partly by her passion for Anaïs Nin and other writers; she is a serious maven of literature and the arts. The narrative gets off to a good start with Anderson’s nostalgic memories of her childhood in coastal Vancouver, raised by very young, very wild, and not very competent parents. Here and throughout the book, the author displays a remarkable lack of anger. She has faced abuse and mistreatment of many kinds over the decades, but she touches on the most appalling passages lightly—though not so lightly you don't feel the torment of the media attention on the events leading up to her divorce from Tommy Lee. Her trip to the pages of Playboy, which involved an escape from a violent fiance and sneaking across the border, is one of many jaw-dropping stories. In one interesting passage, Julian Assange's mother counsels Anderson to desexualize her image in order to be taken more seriously as an activist. She decided that “it was too late to turn back now”—that sexy is an inalienable part of who she is. Throughout her account of this kooky, messed-up, enviable, and often thrilling life, her humility (her sons "are true miracles, considering the gene pool") never fails her.

A juicy story with some truly crazy moments, yet Anderson's good heart shines through.

Pub Date: Jan. 31, 2023

ISBN: 9780063226562

Page Count: 256

Publisher: Dey Street/HarperCollins

Review Posted Online: Dec. 5, 2022

Kirkus Reviews Issue: Jan. 1, 2023

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